It blows my mind to think what could have been throughout 2006-2012. All my time and love wasted on meaningless, infatuated youth. Sure I’ve learned quite a bit from my past relationships, but it really makes me wonder what could have happened if I allowed circumstances to play out. What if I had let my (now) boyfriend kiss me during Halloween 2007 in Santa Barbara, instead of slapping him across the face for being a drunk idiot? Or, what would he have said if I told him how I really felt during my visits to UCSB? From 2006-2010 I was dating Randy- my first boyfriend (ever), I knew I would never marry him (which is why I broke it off, after so long it’s either commitment or end it) but he was fun and I did care about him- main reason why I always steered clear of my (then) friend’s advancements. I really would have cut ties sooner if it meant meeting my future half. If someone would have said to me that the same little boy, who (repeatedly) tried to touch my butt, in middle school would be the man I could possibly end up spending my life with, I would have cried haha
But I’m happier than I have ever been. I have a wonderful man (who is handsome, funny, kind, patient, and a genius!) that has taught me so much about life within these past two years. I’m thankful to have found my imperfectly, perfect stud. His 10inch **** ain’t bad either.